Christopher

Moved

2008-11-22T10:53:00.001+08:00

I have moved back to my livejournal account!=)
Thanks alot to everyone for supporting my blog when I'm in beijing!
=)

Conversation.

2008-11-07T00:06:00.005+08:00

It is not the duration of the talk with a person that matters,
But it is what you talk in the conversation that matters the most!

I miss you!

Week 9

2008-11-03T09:18:00.007+08:00

It’s Monday and I’m having Monday blues! It had always been like this for the past 3 weeks! Oh ya, it is the fourth week already! 2 ½ weeks more and I will be back in Singapore! How times flies! And I really miss a lot of people in Singapore!!!

Anyway back to my entry, for this week’s tour we went to the tomb of the thirteen Ming Dynasty emperors as well as the Great Wall of China! Let’s start with the tomb of the thirteen Ming Dynasty emperors. We didn’t go to the entire thirteen tombs, but just the biggest and undamaged tomb which I think is called the changling. The tomb for just one emperor is so big and beautiful that is something like the botanic garden la! Okay, maybe not having as many flower as botanic garden. Lol. Anyway as for the Great Wall of China, it is okay only if you don’t include all the steep walk, beautiful scenery of mountains as well as the strong COLD wing. I shall let the photos do the rest of the talking! =)

The Tomb of the Thirteen Ming Emperors.

The Great Wall of China

Okay! That is all folk! =)
Cya!

The weekend!

2008-10-26T21:12:00.012+08:00

Boo! It's 9pm already and I'm still at my lab! So hardworking right?! Haha. Actually, I'm in the lab now,using the internet since it is warmer here and plus the internet connection here is good!=) Talking about temperature, this week's temperature was very terrible. It is getting so freaking cold as each day passes. Oh ya, it is not only cold but cold AND windy! It was so terrible until my friends and I went to hide behind a dustbin for shelter! Lol. However, I guess I will miss the temperature when I'm back in singapore!

Anyway for this friday, I went to the forbidden city and a place that is something like clarke quay! Firstly, the forbidden city is so freaking big that it took us more than 2 hours to walk from the back gate to the front gate. That includes walking through 5 bigger gates and 3 smaller one. And we walked through countless palace which size ranges from the smaller one like a 5 room flat to the bigger one like the Istana! Lol! After that, we went to the clarke quay alike area for dinner and site seeing! And I can tell you, the place is so nice especially during the sunset! It is also a romantic place too! =)

As for saturday, We went to the Beijing Olympics stadium as well as the gardens for site-seeing! Well, everything there is nice and it really show the much more beautiful and clean side of China! Left half-way with my group for shopping trip at the silk-street mall! Managed to strike off alot of people from my list! =X Haha!

The forbidden City

"Clarke Quay"

Beijing Olympics Stadium and Garden

Okay! I guess this will be all for this week! Going to the great wall of China for next friday! So I shall upload more next week! =) So ya, cya!

*I want the future!*
合久必分,分久必合

Sick in Beijing.

2008-10-22T10:26:00.006+08:00

Good morning everyone! I'm back to blogging. I had been quite sick for the last 2 days, hence that maybe one of the reasons why I didn't update my blog. But anyway I'm feeling better already! During the last 2 days when I was sick, I dreamt alot during my sleep.

I dream of going back singapore.
I dream of being back in singapore.
I dream of those people I miss in singapore.
And strangely,
I dream of this particular person, whom I didn't expect to appear in my dream at all!
Hmm.

Anyway I'm starting to feel the heat of my project now, especially with my programs not be cooperative with me. LOL! So ya, I shall hope that I can settle all those stupid program by today!!!=)

Photos of my birthday celebration!

That all folk! Cya!

Birthday!

2008-10-19T11:55:00.004+08:00

Most of time,the more you expect from someone or hope for something, the least you will get it at the end.

Nvm,Guess I expected too much from you.
=/

On a brigher note, it is my birthday today!
Going to celebrate with my MIT & DI friends and teacher later!
=)

Happy 19th birthday to me!!!

4 in a day

2008-10-18T00:15:00.007+08:00

I'm so tired now! It's not because of doing my FYP as there is no lessons at all today! In Beijing, my working time and days are sunday to thursday, 8 to 4! Anyway back to the main topic, the reason that why I'm so tired was because I walked a lot today!!! Can you imagine how tired it is to go walk around and sight seeing from 7am to 7pm! LOL. So ya, I shall just cut it short and let the photos do most of the showing. FYI, the pictures are from the Yuan Ming Yuan and China top two university! =D So ya, enjoy and good nights!

The ruin of YuanMingYuan

Qing Hua University

Pekjing(Beijing) University

The last empress of the Qing dynasty palace

PS: I will just show you guys more of my photos when I'm back!

Back to the beginning.

2008-10-16T14:35:00.008+08:00

Hello!!! For your FYI, I'm currently in Beijing doing my FYP, which is my final year project. It had been 5th days here in Beijing. And the weather is one of the greatest differences because in morning it can be so cold until you breathe out smoke, yet in the afternoon it will be about the temperature as a normal windy singapore day. But the moment it reaches night time, it become cold again! Geez. Another differences is that in China, Cars are more important than human. Car don't stop for you to cross no matter what. Now I'm starting to miss the traffic light in singapore. LOL. Okay, I shall stop here now. Shall try to upload some photos if can. So ya, till next time! Cya!

mood swing?

2008-05-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

One moment,
I was feeling so happy,
And the next moment,
I'm feeling very empty.
Geez.
Is this mood swing?
Guess maybe I'm just tired after all.

Okay,
Band orientation camp is tomorrow.
Pro and con on whether going for it.
Let's talk about the con,
Most of my fellow trombonists are either,
Not going for the camp,
Or not staying for the camp.
So which means without them,
We can't have the trombone section bond.
geez.
As for the pro,
I can't of it now.
But that does not mean,
There is no pro, okay!
Lol

On a brighter note,
I finished my relief teaching duty already.
No more waking up at 6am in the morning.
No more missing lessons in the morning too!
Yay!
For once,
I miss going back for lessons.
=)

Okay,
Shall stop here now.
Shall update when I come back from camp.
Till then,
Cya!

Inner peace.

2008-05-19T12:46:00.002+08:00

Okay,
I am feeling quite refreshing now.
It is like an inner peace I have inside me now.
No music,
Only the sound the of the wind,
The cars and the opposite JC school bell that just rang.
It had been awhile since I lasted felt this way.
And I like it a lot.
Especially at times when my mind is in dilemma,
Or when my mind is in doubt or confuse.
But yet,
If too much of times like now,
Then I won't like it already.
Lol
=)

Anyway yesterday,
Went for my secondary school band friend's 21th birthday.
Happy 21th birthday,Felix!
Had quite a lot of catch up with them.
And surprisingly,
Most of them had found themselves a partner.
Which personally,
I think it is quite nice to see that.
And I always thought that you can only experience this special kind of feeling,
When you found a partner u want to be with.
Is it known as love?
=)
Back to the topic,
Everyone shared and bought the birthday boy,
A purplish in color PSP slim!
Actually wanted to buy hot pink,
But it was out of stock.
Lol
Had a few drinks with them before going off,
As firstly,
I know I will get very drunk if I continue to drink.
Secondly,
I don't like the bitter type despite it is sprite mix vodka.
Last but least,
I want to be home fast plus not having headache, to be online!
Hehe.

Okay,
School is starting tomorrow.
And this means teaching is on tomorrow as well.
I still got 20 more pieces of script to mark.
And one more assignment to complete.
Geez.
Shall stop here now.
Photos are at the end of the entry!
See ya!
=)

Random

2008-05-11T02:48:00.002+08:00

OMG!
It's 2.30AM already!
And I am still not sleeping.
Lol
Is because,
I'm getting used to stay up so late?
Or is because,
I had my afternoon nap?
OR is because,
Something is wrong with my body-clock?
Lol
Anyway,
Just blog-hop around everyone's blog,
That I think it will be interesting to read.
And due to it,
I'm here updating my half-dead blog.
Well,
I know this is a pretty lame excuse.
Haha

Summary for last week,
Which is Year 3 Sem 1 Term 1 Week 3!
It had been a wonderful and enjoyable week.
As in seriously.
Because I realize,
I had quite a lot of fun as well as enjoy myself,
During that week.
=)

As for this week,
Which is Year 3 Sem 1 Term 1 Week 4!
This week had not been a good one.
Or rather,
It had been an average one,
With ups and downs in it.
But who cares,
One more day,
And it will be a new week.
Seriously hope that next week,
Will be a good one.

Oh ya,
I realized that,
I had been contributing to economy,
And bring business to the public transport sector,
BY TAKING CAB TO NYP FOR 12 TIMES,
During the last 2 weeks.
Lol.
Ah,
From now on,
I shall prevent myself from taking cab,
And cured my laziness!
Because I also starting to find that,
I am getting lazier each day.
Oops!

Hmm,
And for some random stuffs,
Next Wednesday,
I'm having audition to go Vienna,
Which I seriously don't want to fail,
Because I really want to go there perform!
Well,
Who will want to fail?
Lol
In July,
I having my NAFA test,
Which I also seriously don't want to fail,
Because if I fail,
I need to enlist into the army 2 months earlier!
And I also don't want to get bronze,
Because that means I need to enlist 1 month earlier too.
So it is not because I'm picky or what,
Is because I don't want to waste my time in this way.

Oh ya,
Last but least,
I still got 37 more sets of mid-year papers to mark!
And monday is the dateline for it.
Great.
Lol

Okay,
I guess these will be all for tonight.
Guess most of my readers will be bored by now.
Well,
Provided that there are still people reading it.
So ya,
Good nights!
=)

Past. Present. Future

2008-04-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

I have realized that,
What matter the most is now.

Yes,
The future is important too,
But without the present,
How can there be future?
Learning from the past is good,
But dreaming in the past is not good at all.
Because past is something that you can't take back,
And after all,
The world will not stop spinning for you.

I want to thank my special friend
For teaching me these,
For I used to be someone,
Who like to thinking about the past,
And dream about the future.
Yet,
Seldom give a thought to the present.
=)

On lighter note,
After having a long nap in the afternoon,
I felt more refreshed now!
Yay!
=)

Life!

2008-04-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

Ha!
Life had really been pretty amusing to me.
It had been either giving things,
That is so bad until I feel like it's the end of the world.
Or,
Giving things that is so good until I don't really know how to handle.
Lol
Just some random thoughts that I had been thinking to myself,
When I got nothing better to do.
haha

Anyway,
Today had been a hectic one for me.
I was feeling so messed up by the time school ends.
On the brighter note,
I managed to meet up with my Springfield best colleagues,
For dinner at long john silver today.
It was a very last minute thing.
But still,
As usual I had a lot of laughter with them
=)

Oh ya,
I also met my friend's friends,
During my lunch break today.
I must say that they are a bunch of funny-loving people!
But when I first saw them,
My face was so warm until I thought I was having fever!
Shy ma!
HAHA

Last but not least,
Someone tried to hide my trombone!
Haha

Hmm,
I think this will be all for today.
See ya!

-.-

2008-04-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

Ah!
I was told by somebody,
To update my blog.
But how to write a entry,
When got no idea and thoughts,
To write about?

AHHHH!
I know what to write already.
Which is,
I enjoyed my day alot today.
=))

The End!
-.- -.-

Sometimes. Something.

2008-03-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,
Something,
You just know inside you,
What the outcome or answer will be,
As well as,
The reasons behind it.

Sometimes,
Something,
You just need to be in the shoes of the person,
Then you will understand and feel it.

Sometimes,
Something,
The more hopes you has for it,
The greater the fall will be.

Days. Months. Years.

When word fail.

2008-03-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

When days change to months,
Months change to years.
And,
When word fail..

Sigh.
I'm so disappointed today.
=(

Anyway,
I shall just make a quick update,
Since I know I had not been updating,
For quite a long while.
Lol.
I got back my results already,
The good thing is that I passed everything,
When I was so afraid to fail 2 of the modules.
The bad thing is that my GPA dropped,
by 0.047!
I shall work harder next Semester!
Well,
I says for all the semester,
After getting the result.
Lol

so ya,
This will be all for tonight!
Cya!

prove

2008-03-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

AH!
So what,
That people can make it into JC,
Then make it into university?!
Okay wait,
Let me correct myself.
Make it into LOCAL University?!

Firstly,
What is wrong with enrolling into polytechnic?
You always said that,
You don't mind that we didn't make it for JC,
As it is also another form of education.
But actually,
Deep inside you thinks that going to JC is everything!
Well,
I don't blame you,
Because I don't think you are the only one,
Who thinks this way.

Secondly,
So what that my cousins can make it into university?
No sorry,
I mean LOCAL University!
Is LOCAL university so DIFFERENT from PRIVATE university?
Why don't I see you being proud that my brother going into a PRIVATE university?
Okay,
MAYBE local university is more recognize by the society AND by our family.
AND again,
I don't blame you.
Because I guess this is a matter of face and pride.

Anyway,
Enough of this,
MAYBE one day if I'm really successful,
I will prove to you,
That what you are thinking is just nothing,
But a matter of being able to show off!
Lol

Geez,
I got some many things,
I want to prove to people,
That they are wrong.
But will I have the chance to do so?
Will I really be successful in the future,
Just like how the monk had told me?

Okay,
I am so worry about this semester’s result!
I don't want to retake any module again!
I don't want to stay back for one more year!
I don't want to destroy my future like this!
SO PLEASE!
JUST LET ME SUCCESSFULLY FINISH MY DIPLOMA!
Lol

On the brighter side,
I'm no longer sad already.
YAY!
=)

Blur

2008-03-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

AHHH!
I got so many things in me,
Which I want to say out,
But yet,
I just don't how to say out,
Or don't know who to say to.

Everything just seems to be so blurring to me now,
Despite,
My whole world did not come crushing down.

The amount of sadness in me,
Just seems to be the same.

I am sad.
Very.
:(

Sigh

2008-03-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH!
I am feeling so lousy now.
I am feeling so down now.
Never felt this way before.
Can anyone understand what I am feeling now?
Geez.

At the end of the day,
Everything just seems like my bad.

Tired. Confuse. Trouble. Sad. Stress.

Should not

2008-02-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

Hmm,
I guess I should not,
Say that I am feeling sad,
Say that I am feeling jealous,
Say that I am feeling envious,
Say that I am feeling angry,
Too often.
Because sometimes,
The more you say it,
The lesser the meaning of the word it gets.
Plus,
I am a guy!
Should have some guy pride too!
Or it is call guy ego?
Lolz.
But guy is also human,
Human has feeling too.

Ah,
This topic is so contradicting.
Or maybe it is just me.
Geez.

I'm exhausted.
Good night people!
=)

Circumstances

2008-02-14T10:01:00.000+08:00

Geez.
It's Valentine day today.
And my day started with a bad dream.
The type of dream,
That make my heart feels the pain,
Like nobody business.
The pain that bring me back from stunning,
And wonder if everything is real.
Only people who are very close to me,
Will know what dream I am saying.

Did another that made me feel a bit sad inside me.
Called East View secondary,
For the position of relief teaching in the future.
I didn't want or rather,
Never want to leave Springfield for another school.
It's a place where I was trained,
And given experiences when I was just 18.
More importantly,
I had already made 3 good friends out of the teachers there.
They are Huijun, Luxian and Chng.
The staff room is like a home to me already.
A home which I had been going for the past 1 year.
A home which I will be there if there is a need for it.
But now,
Things had changed.
Shall not mention anything about it here.
Just want to say,
Sometimes,
Circumstances push one to a corner,
And left one with no choice,
But to look for another way for survive.
Geez.

Okay,
Enough of this emo entry!
Hope that valentine day this year,
Will be fine.
=)

Second day of CNY!

2008-02-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

Ah!
Sometimes I really feel like giving up,
On trying to tell other people,
What I am feeling and what I want.
Because at the end of the day,
Everything just seems to be the same.
Sometimes,
I really just need to hear something nice,
And that will be just enough for me.
I am so easily content.
Geez.
Anyway,
I'm not saying this to one person only,
I'm saying this out to,
My family, my good friends and my special friend,

Okay,
Second day of Chinese New Year,
Is over already!
Just came home not long ago.
Went to watch the movie,
CJ7 with my cousins.
It is quite a nice and touching movie.
And the CJ7 is so damn cute la!
Lol
Anyway,
The bad thing about the movie,
Is that the movie is too short already.
I guess it will be nicer,
If the storyline is longer.
But well,
Sometimes when the storyline is long,
It may not be a good thing.

As for today,
I did nothing much actually,
Went to my big aunt's house in the afternoon,
Slack and play poker cards with my relatives,
Till 4plus,
Before heading to my grandpa house.
"Earned" nothing at my aunt's house,
As the money I won was equal to the money I lost.
Lol
Same thing goes for my grandpa house.
The only different thing,
Is that I did win some money at my grandpa house!
Yay!
F.Y.I,
Some of you must be wondering,
Why I didn't mention anything about morning.
The reason being is that by the time I wake up,
It is almost afternoon time already.
Lol

Okay,
I shall stop here now.
Going to bath soon,
Before going to bed!
So good night!

PS: I miss my special friend now. =/

- Cousins -

After-work-brief

2008-02-08T05:45:00.000+08:00

Hello!
I am back to update my blog!
Sorry for not doing so,
For the past 2 weeks or so,
Because I had been really busy.
Busy with school, work and band.
Had been really tired,
As I got test and projects to rush in NYP,
Lessons and tests to teach and give in Springfield,
And help the band in Pingyi.
But anyway,
That period of time is over already,
Hope that the students from 4A, 3B, 3H,
Will do well for the common test,
As well as understand what I am teaching.
=)

After teaching for the past 3 weeks,
And after getting comments from the students,
I realise I had often wonder to myself,
Or rather question myself,
Whether I had been a good teacher or not,
As well as,
Other issues which I don't wish to say it out.
And at times,
I do feel like breaking down because of it.
Mentally I meant.
And sometimes people around,
Just don't understand/know.
Geez

Oh ya,
It's 5 plus in the morning now!
And you must be wondering,
Why I wake up so early morning?
Actually,
I didn't wake up so early,
Just to update the blog.
But because I fall asleep last night,
Without going to bath first.
Lol!
That is why I woke up,
Just to bath.
AND,
Now I am going back to bed,
SO,
Good nights!
=)

Happy belated birthday!

2008-01-20T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hello!
I am back to update my blog!
Sorry for not updating it,
For the past one week!
Anyway since I m having a rest now,
I shall just roughly,
Go through what have happened.

Firstly,
Happy belated birthday,
My best of the good of the close friend,
Yap jing jing!
She is finally 19 years old already!
Haha
Anyway khairul, qizheng and I,
Celebrated her birthday in advance,
On last Friday.
We went to the settler cafe at CQ,
Where I coincidently meet my "long-time no see" primary friend,
Who is working at there.
Thanks to her,
We got some staff discount from her!
Wahaha.
Then we went to the raffles city starbuck,
As I needed to complete my report,
And hand in before 2359.
ELSE,
My 10% for the whole project will fly away.
Lol
Thanks a lot, my good friends,
For waited for me.
After that,
We went to drink at the same place,
Where we celebrated khairul's birthday,
Until 1am plus.
And guess what time I reached home,
3.30am.
Lol

Secondly,
I had started relief teaching again at Springfield.
And this time,
I really teach classes.
I teach both A-maths and E-maths,
To both NA and express classes.
But I don't feel like typing out everything,
As I am pretty lazy now.
Sorry!
=)

Okay,
Before I end my entry,
I shall just upload two of my favourite,
mediacorp's show theme song!
"The golden path" and "honour & passion"!
Haha

And ya,
I am looking forward to going to the zoo with my special friend!
Yay!
=)
Cya!

-There is more happiness than sadness in me nowadays-.
=)

The golden path theme song.

Honour and passion theme song.

Thoughts

2008-01-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

I had been wondering to myself,
Is it really my fault that leads to my own downfall?
Is it because of my ego and emotion unbalance,
That cause me to become what I am now?

Geez,
I am really tired of all these things.

On a brighter note,
I am meeting my special friend tonight!
Yay!
=)

It's raining heavily outside now too,
And it's nice to see it from inside.

Ah,
Back to doing my presentation.
Cya.

Schedule

2008-01-08T17:02:00.000+08:00

Ah!
It's almost 5pm,
And I am still in the staff room,
When I can leave at 1pm.
But well,
Somehow or rather,
Things happened,
And I needed to stay back till this time.
What are the things?
Firstly,
I got classes till 1.45,
Hence I cannot leave at 1pm.
Then,
Sometime went wrong with my relief teacher's application,
So I waited in the staff room till 3.30,
For it to be aettle.
And since it's already so late already,
I decided to wait for my 3 closes colleagues,
To finished their meeting before leaving with them.
So nice of me, right?!
Haha

Anyway,
I had kind of planned out my schedule,
For the next few weeks,
All the way till Chinese New Year.
Spent about 1 hour to settle it,
So u can roughly guess,
How much effort I had put in.
Well,
Just in case you don't know,
Normally I do'’t plan my schedule,
As most of the time,
My brain will be able to auto schedule out for me.
LOL
But this time,
Is because I will be relieving upper secondary class,
For both E-Maths and A-Maths,
All the way till 5/2.
So I need to plan my schedule out properly,
As I want to manage both my study and work well.
=)

Hmm,
I think this will be all for today.
So update again,
When I have the time.
Cya!

Bad dream

2008-01-06T11:46:00.000+08:00

Geez,
Just woke up an hour ago.
Intended to sleep till early afternoon,
But in the end,
I had a bad dream.
A bad dream that,
Make me cry and shout non-stop in it,
Which is not because I am emotional.
Make me wake up,
Covering my face with both hands,
To calm myself from it,
And wonder if everything is real.
Bad dream don't come true, right?
Anyway,
After surfing the net and watching TV,
I do feel much better already.
Enough of all these bad dream.

Okay,
This is the first Sunday of the New Year.
So which mean,
A week had finished already.
This week had been quite a busy and tiring one.
Had been rushing reports, assignments and projects.
Which to the extend,
Make me feel,
As if I am being trap in a sea of it.
Lol

Oh ya,
Before I stop for today,
I am happy to hear that,
My special friend had found a job.
My special friend will be going interview tomorrow,
And pray that she will get it!
And hope that it will not be too tough or tiring for her.
*Care and concern*
=)

So ya,
This will be all for today.
Got to rush another report later.
Cya!

PingYi's ROD!

2007-12-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when things cannot be control is not in one's hand,
The only solution to it,
Is to let nature take its course.
And hope that someday,
It will come back to you.

Updates!
=)

First of all,
My special friend is backed,
From Australia!
Welcome back to Singapore!
=)
And,
She bought me a super interesting pencil from there.
The pencil can make any shape or pattern you want,
Without breaking!
Amazing, right?!
*nod*
Thanks a lot for the present!
I like it a lot too!
=)

Secondly,
I have kind of settled something,
That had been with me,
Or should I say,
Had been inside my heart,
For the past 2 years.
Thank you for understanding,
What I was trying to say,
What I wanted to do,
And,
Agree with me too.
Thanks a lot!
Now,
I just hope that,
Everything will just work out fine,
As well as,
Like what I have think of.
And maybe one day...
=)

Thirdly,
I went for Ping Yi's ROD today.
Which I can says,
It's well-planned.
=)
And I did enjoyed myself there,
Despite having lost of appetite,
For a while during it,
Due to some reasons.
Anyway,
Met a lot of the alumnus,
Some whom I had not seen for quite a while already,
Like QinQing, YaYun, Cindy etc.
Some who had became botak,
Like Kaiyee, Jasper etc.
And of course,
Some of them look beautiful,
Like xiuyi!
=)
Shall show some of the photos,
At the end of the entry.

Fourthly,
The year 2007 is coming to an end,
In 1 day time?
But I am not going to write,
What I feel about 2007,
Until maybe 31/12 or 1/1!
Lol
I want to say,
Despite the year is coming to an end,
My projects and assignments,
Is starting to pile up,
Like nobody's business!
Never mind,
I shall do my best and survive through it,
Till my semester’s holiday starts!
=)

Last but not least,
Let me share with you guys,
Something I had found on youtube,
Which is the MV of 投名狀!
Which I found quite nice personally.
So enjoy!

So ya,
The pictures are next,
And that all for tonight!
Good nights!
=)

10 minutes

2007-12-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Firstly!
I will like to say,
Thank you, YAP JING JING!
For saying the nicest things to me,
When I am at my lowest.
I appreciate it so much.
Thanks a lot, Jing!
=)

Secondly and lastly!
My special friend will be back,
In Singapore in 10 minutes!
Yay!
I shall stay awake,
Just to wait for her to be back.
Hopefully,
I will get a call or sms from her.
Because I miss her so much.
Hehe
=)

so,
Cya!

- Now or Never.

Christmas eve!

2007-12-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place"

Taken this sentence from one of my band friend’s msn nick.
No special reasons to why blogged about this sentence,
But just feels that it sounded nice,
Yet at the same time,
Funny.
Don't you think so?
Lol
Okay,
Different people got personal view.
=)

Christmas Eve is today!
Later having a party,
At my cousin house.
Too bad,
I can't spend it with my special friend.
=(
Anyway I am too tired,
To blog about any other things.
Too tired.
So ya,
That all for tonight.
Good nights!

Jumbled up

2007-12-23T01:40:00.000+08:00

Ah,
My thoughts and feelings are all jumbled up.
And it doesn't feel good.
But,
One thing for sure,
I am missing my special friend now.
=)

okay,
christmas is coming too.
And I am tired,
After playing 2 hours of gunbound.
Lol
So good night,people!

Khairul's Birthday!

2007-12-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hello!
I just bathed finished,
As I just came home not long ago.
Went out to Marine Square's k-box,
Together with my 3 best friends,
To celebrate one of my best friend,
Khairul's 18th birthday!
Went to sing and eat the buffet there,
As we ordered for the buffet and singing promotion.
And we sing until all of us got no voice,
Eat until us feels very full.
Lol
After that,
We went to drink some beer,
Outside marine square,
At the grass patch opposite esplanade.
In the end,
All of us except Jing Jing,
Feels so high and red.
Haha
Last but not least,
We went back to Tampines interchange's Mac,
To chit chat before headed for home!
Anyway,
Hope khairul likes the celebration.
=)

Ha,
Due to the fact,
That I am a little drunk,
I am still feeling a little high,
As well as a little down now.
But surely not sad, ok!
=)
And the funny thing is that,
One or two drops of tears,
Just roll out of my eyes just now,
Despite the fact,
That I am not crying at all!
Lol
It seems like,
I always lose control over my emotion,
Whenever I am drunk.
Haha

Geez,
My special friend is away on holiday,
To Australia again,
To attend her cousin’s wedding.
And,
I am already missing her now.
Can’t wait to see or hear from her soon.
=)

Okay,
Now let the photos,
Do the rest of the talking.

The birthday boy & his Girlfriend!

The birthday boy, khairul!

My best friend, Qizheng!

My Best Girlfriend, Jing Jing!

And this is me!
=)

Staff room

2007-12-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm,
I shall just update my blog,
Before I head for my bed.
Lol

Today,
Which is Tuesday,
I went back to Springfield secondary school,
To give Christmas cards,
To my fellow colleagues,
Huijun, Luxian & C.K!
As well as,
To my 2 relief teachers in charge,
Mdm joy and mdm Ho!
Hope they will like the cards I gave them,
And hopefully,
I will be able to work with them,
Next year again!
=p

Anyway,
It feels great to go back into the staff room,
And sit at the place where you used to sit.
Especially when,
Everyone there still remember you,
And you feel so familiar & comfortable with them!
But ya,
There is sure some exception la.
=)

Went to orchard for lunch,
With my 3 colleagues and me!
Had pizza hut in the end,
Because we can't really think of what to eat.
Had so much laughter and fun while eating.
Went to border to buy chocolate,
With Huijun after that,
As she wanted to buy chocolate as presents,
For her fellow colleagues!
So this means I also have my share too!
But my one is the smallest,
Because I choose it.
Lol
But still,
Thanks, Huijun!
=)

Went home after that,
Which I fell asleep,
After surfing the net for awhile.
Lol
So ya,
That is all for tonight.

Good nights!

Sound & Silent

2007-12-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

Yay!
I watched the movie,
The warlords already!
And I can say,
It's a nice movie,
Despite it is quite bloody at certain part.
And some parts,
Can really make you feels like crying!
Like the part,
When they killed the entire 4000 prisoner,
Because they got no choice.
So for more information,
Go watch the movie.
=)

Ah,
I realised,
Sometimes,
Silent and quietness,
Can really freeze my mind,
And prevent it from thinking,
Especially at times I need my brain the most.
Responses and sounds,
Is what I needed to defrost my brain.
Haha,
Okay, there goes my lame theory again.
Pardon me for that!
=)

Anyway,
I am tired now.
And my mind is blank now too.
So ya,
Good night everyone.

Ps: I blogged thrice in a day!=P

Fluffy pets!

2007-12-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

Ha!
Guess what I did on the morning,
On the first day of my term break?
Believe or not,
I spent one and a half hour playing facebook!
Petting fluffy pets of all my friends,
And don't know how many unknown people's fluffy pets!
Lol
Anyway the main purpose of it,
Is so that I can "buy" decorations for my special friend and me!
=)
Haha

Okay,
Going to watch the movie,
Warlords,
With my cousin and my best friend later.
So ya,
Cya!

Breaks

2007-12-13T00:54:00.001+08:00

Yes!
I am done with my common tests!
And term breaks,
Here I come!
=)
Well,
The first paper was okay.
Passing is not a problem as usual.
Scoring may not be a problem too!
=X
Haha
The second paper was average only.
Passing is not a problem too,
BUT scoring is a big problem.
Blame myself,
For being lazy and studied for it,
ONLY on the morning itself.
Lol
As for the last paper,
Hmm,
I hate to say this,
But passing maybe a problem.
Because all the questions are interlink with each other.
So which means if the first question you are wrong,
Then rest is equal to gone too.
NYP is starting having more and more of,
This type of fatal questions.
Lol

Anyway,
Since it's over already,
I shall not go bother about it,
And just wait for the result!
So for now,
Let's ENJOY the term break!
=)

Hmm,I was thinking just now,
Plus hoping and wishing,
That I don't want other things or so,
I just want what I have with me now.
Because I am starting to enjoy my life again.
So let it stay this way as long as possible.
=)

Okay,
That is all.
Good nights!

Christmas is coming to town!

2007-12-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

Ah!
Tomorrow is the start,
Of my 3 days long common tests!
And the best part about it,
Is that I have not fully prepared for it,
Despite I did study for it.
Excluding the fact,
That it is at last minute!
=X
Haha
But as usual,
Passing should not be a problem,
Scoring is then the big problem!
Lol
Anyway shall do my best for it,
And thou will not fail it!
=)

This afternoon,
Had my NYP's band performance@Botanic Garden.
During the raining seasons,
The audience we had for the performance,
Was less than 30 people.
But I was grateful,
That at least,
I have 30 humans,
And not 30 birds.
Because,
The field in front of the stage,
Was filled with birds,
When it rains.
Lol
Due to the concert,
I didn't go visit my cousin, Xinni, at the hospital,
As she had just finished a operation,
On her backbone.
Hope that she will get well soon.

On my way back home,
While the bus was passing through orchard,
I realised that,
Orchard was livelier,
And filled with more Christmas feeling!
Ha,
This year Christmas or Christmas Eve,
I hope that I can spend it again,
With my special friend!
=)

As for yesterday,
I went for Springfield's ROD.
Pretty lazy to type about it now.
So I shall just upload the pictures,
And let you guy imagine yourself.
Lol

Best Friends!

My Best Girl-Friend, YAP JING JING!
=)

My colleagues!

And that is all for tonight!
Good nights,folk!
=)

The kingdom

2007-12-08T01:11:00.001+08:00

Have you ever had the feeling,
That everyone around you,
Just don't seems to understand you,
Even those,
Who are the closest to you,
Who you think know you the best.
Anyway this is just random stuff,
For me to start my entry for tonight.
Lame.
Lol

Okay,
It's Friday,
So which 5 out of 7 days,
Had passed.
Out of the five days,
I had finished,
1 of my e-quiz,
Which I am still quite happy with the result.
3 of my lab tests,
Which 2 out of the 3,
Really make me feels so sad about it.
And make me have the conclusion,
That I really suck in design stuff.
Lol
Had my specialization talk on Wednesday ,
To teach us how to choose which course,
To specialize during year 3.
And there are 5 specializations for us to choose,
For more details,
Please refer to the NYP website!
Lol
Anyway,
One thing for sure,
I WILL NOT choose the specialization,
That concern designing,
Especially with flash.
Well,
Unless something happened,
And make me change my mind.
Lol

As for today,
I went to watch the movie,
The kingdom.
Which personally,
I feel that it is a nice show.
Good, touching and action packed.
But the ending of movie,
Is quite lame,
Because it lead me to wonder,
Why people have to kill other,
When their love ones is killed by other.
It becomes a never-ending cycle.
Ah,
I am killing my brain cells,
By wasting time,
Wondering about it.
Lol

Talking about brain,
I had been having headaches,
For the past few days.
Don't really know why.
Maybe because I played the PSP too much,
Or maybe because I had been stress about the tests,
Or maybe because of the raining weather,
Or maybe because I didn’t sleep enough.
And YES,
I WILL SLEEP EARLY!
=p
Haha

Okay,
Things that is going to happen,
For the remaining 2 days.
SPF's ROD.
NYP performance @ Botanic Garden.
Visit my cousin in hospital.
Study for my common tests.
And..
Eh, can't think of anything else now.
So shall write it down,
If I managed to think of it,
Next time.

So ya,
I'm going to sleep now,
Because it's not really consider early now.
Lol
Good nights!
=)

Winds of month.

2007-12-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

Yay!
Yay!
YAY!
My special friend is backed in Singapore!
And,
I managed to chat with her just now!
Really miss her and her voice for last few days, can?!
So I can sleep well tonight for sure!
Lol
Anyway,
I can't wait to see her soon!
=)

Hmm,
Apart from that,
Today is Tuesday,
So which means is another free day for me.
And what I had been doing today?
Well,
Basically I did nothing.
LOL
Spend most of time,
Sleeping,
Slacking in front of the laptop,
Having my breakfast-lunch.
So actually,
Today is so boring!
But lucky,
I manage to find things to do,
During the evening and night time.
Which were to read the book,
Star Wars: Dark Lord: The rise of Darth Vader!
Which I borrow from NYP library,
With the initial intention,
Of killing my boredom during lecture.
=X
And during night time,
I went out to Tampines interchange,
To study for my lab tests tomorrow!

Oh ya,
Before I forget,
Let me share with u,
A lame fact of mine,
Which I found out this morning.
And it is,
The winds and airs,
Has different smell as well as feeling,
During different months.
Lol
Not bad, right?
Haha

Ah,
So which means,
The wind also tells me,
Time passes fast,
Because it's December already.
Had been hoping that,
Time will just move a little slower.
As well as,
Something will change,
And last a little more longer.
Ya,I hope.
But still,
I will cherish and treasure everything I have now.
=)

Okay,
Shall stop here now.
Good nights!

Can you feel it?

2007-12-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

Can everyone feel that there is love everywhere around you?
Well,
For me,
I do feel it.
Recently,
Looking through blogs,
And hearing what people around me had been talking,
I realised,
Some of friends had found the one they love to be with.
While,
Others had been shower with love by their love one.
And I feel happy for them.
Yet within myself,
I do feel a little sadness.
Lol
For now,
I hope to see my special friend soon.
Because I miss her so much.
Geez.

Okay,
Next 2 weeks,
Shall be 2 busy weeks for me!
Because I got,
1 e-quiz,
3 lab tests,
3 common tests,
To study for!
And apart from studies,
I got,
Another concert with NYP on 9/12,
At botanic garden.
Springfield's ROD on 8/12,
At Springfield's School hall.
Last but not least,
I hope to spend time with my special friend too.
=)

Hmm,
Shall stop here for now.
Till next time,
Cya!

爷爷 birthday.

2007-11-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

Yes,
Just came back from my grandpa's birthday dinner.
And he is 85 years old!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 爷爷.
Went to eat at a restaurant,
Located in the college east,
Known as king of lobster de.
As the name had said it,
I did had lobsters as one of the dishes,
And I think it is nicest out of all!
Lolz
Went to airport after that,
To send my cousin off to some part of china,
Which I forgot where already.
Then,
Went to the MacDonald there,
To eat again!
Had a Mac spicy upsize meal at there!
Shit,
I can feel that I am getting fatter.
Lolz

So ya,
That is all for tonight!
Good night!
=)

Having this uncomfortable feeling within me now.

- My Family -

Sinfonia 07

2007-11-17T12:21:00.000+08:00

Geez.
My morning didn't start well today.
Thank you,
YAP JING JING,
For making me feel better,
By letting me 'shout' at her!
Lolz
Thanks a lot, best friend.
=)

Okay,
NYP's band concert,
Is finally over.
It is not as good as what I have expected,
Yet,
It is also not as bad as what I have imagined.
Lolz
And this marks the end of,
Going home late after band,
Not having enough sleep.
As well as,
The times spend,
With the wonderful and nice year 3's seniors.
I know they sure can't see my blog de,
But still,
Thank you,
Meifen, my SL/VP
JiaYun, my fellow 2nd trombonist as well as my laughing partner.
Shall let the photos,
Do all the talking now.
=)

It's coming!

2007-11-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

Had been having this feeling,
Within me for the past few days.
It contains,
Sadness,
Regrets,
Disappointment,
And sometimes,
Emptiness & loneliness.
At time,
Even nostalgia.
Don't ask me why like this.
Because even I myself don't know.
Or maybe I know the reasons already,
Yet I just refused to admit it.
Lolz
Ah!
Having feeling and emotion is good.
But too much feeling and emotion,
Is not good at all.

Okay,
On a brighter note,
I updated my blog!
See YAP JING JING,
I purposely update it today,
Because you told me to do!
What a good friend I am, right?!
Wahaha
It's Sunday today,
And again,
It means a new week is coming.
Hmm,
Next week is going to be a,
Busy,
Exciting,
And of course,
Tiring,
Week.
Because it going to be NYP's concert!
Yay!
After putting months of efforts,
Despite being late for almost of all the band practice!
Lolz
I am so glad that,
For once,
All of my 3 best friends,
Can make it to support me!
Haha
Let pray to god,
And make this coming concert,
A successful one!
=)

Okay,
Shall stop here.
Cya!

Facebook

2007-11-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Back to update my blog!
Just bathed and as usual,
I am waiting for my hair to be dry.
Lolz
The reason for bathing so late,
Is because I had band practice just now,
From 6.30pm to 9.30pm.
And by the time I reached home,
Is already 11plus near 12!
This is what happened when your school,
Is so far from your house!
Lolz
Anyway talking about band practice,
For the past 2 weeks,
Almost every weekdays and Saturday,
Is booked by band.
And starting from this week till next week,
Everyday excluding Sunday,
There is a band practice for me!
That why I am only free on Thursday.
Anyway all these band practices,
Is for NYP's upcoming concert,
Sinfonia 2007!
Heard from the president,
Don't whether true or not,
That it is going to be a very grand event,
As it is the last concert for our conductor,
Lao shi!
But one thing for sure,
It's going to be full house,
Because the tickets are not even enough,
For the band members la!
Lolz

Hmm,
Enough of band stuffs.
So apart of that,
Today is another free day for me.
So I decided to stay at home,
Until evening time,
Then go for band practice,
Since I can't do what I wish to do.
Lolz
So I spend the morning,
"Playing" facebook.
And it manage to kill my boredom,
Until afternoon time only!
Okay,
I guess I will stop here,
Regarding what I did for the rest of the day,
Because it is nothing interesting.
Haha

So ya,
Lastly I will like to show you guy,
The surprise present given to me,
By my best friends!
Thanks, guys!
And ya,
The previous picture,
Is the present given to me,
By my special friend!
THANK YOU!
=)

Fourth week.

2007-11-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

All this while,
I have been wondering,
If only I can stop thinking so much,
Things will be far better for me.
If only I can forget something,
Maybe life will be different.
If only...

Okay,
I know I have not been updating my blog.
And this is definitely not the nicest way,
To start a blog entry,
Especially when you had not updated your blog for 2weeks.
Lolz
So starting from tomorrow,
Or rather now,
It is the fourth week of my semester.
Time really flies.
And pretty lazy as well as tired,
To recall what had happened during the last 2 weeks.
So ya,
SORRY!

Okay,
I will stop here now.
Shall update again,
When I am not tired.
Lolz
So good nights!

CONTENTMENT

2007-10-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Received this email from my aunty today,
And I find it quite meaningful.
So I decided to copy and paste it here,
To share with you guys.
=)

Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?

You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong...

Read the following story... it may change your views about life:

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is. I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.

He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.

You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- - -TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.

Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.

Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.

Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job! , have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...

Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad?
Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that! we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

So do you think it's meaningful?
=)

And,
I just don't like it,
When people shout at me.
well,
who doesn't?

2 more days to my 18th birthday!

School & Birthday

2007-10-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

Ha!
I finally changed my blogskin!
And instead of going to create one,
I decided to use skin,
That had been made by other blogger!
Because I am pretty lazy to do so,
Plus the one I choose is nice too!
Lolz

Okay,
School holiday is finally coming to an end.
School will be starting next week,
And I am so totally unprepared for it.
Except that I have prepared only the timetable.
Hmm,
Think I will buy my lectures notes on the first day of school,
So like this,
I can save my time on traveling to NYP tomorrow!
Lolz

And ya,
My 18th birthday is coming too.
It will be on next Friday,
19/10.
Yet,
Everyone around me just seems to be,
Either busy with some stuff,
Or they have the problems of their own.
Guess some have even forgotten about it.
Haha
It's okay.
Just hope that they are doing fine and well.
=)
But on a brighter note,
I have my special friend to celebrate with me on 18!
My 3 wonderful colleagues from Springfield,
To have dinner with me on 19! < Still pending.>
Ha,
Either way,
I just hope that everything will turn out fine.
=)

Okay,
That's all for today!
Cya!

A-levels

2007-10-05T01:06:00.000+08:00

Somehow,
I just feel so drifted away,
From 2 of my best friends.
Can't blame them,
They are having their A-levels soon.
Should blame myself for not studying hard,
And make it to JC.
Lolz
=(

Anyway so ya,
Jing jing and Khairul,
Jia You for your A-level!!!
=)

Okay,
14 more days to my 18th birthday.
I sincerely hope that,
This year my birthday will be a better one.
=)

Sometimes

2007-10-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

Sometime I wonder,
Certain problems are just so hard to be solve,
By mere words and sentences.

Sometimes when you try hard to solve it,
It may seem like you have finally done it!
As everything had been solved.
But as time passes,
You will just realized that,
The same problem has surface again.
Actually the problem has never left,
It is only hiding behind the passing time.

Sometimes,
It is always better to compromise,
Rather than to go head on with the problem.
And cause both side to be heavily injure.
Yes.
Compromise is the way out.

Everything was a compromise.
=)

Flu

2007-10-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

I knew that my flu will cause me problem.
And I was right.

FORGET IT, CHANG YUAN!
Stop letting your mind run wild.
Stop causing you and people around you trouble.
Geez.

No one knows what I am feeling now.
No one.

childish thinking

2007-09-29T10:52:00.000+08:00

Ah,
Sometimes,
I will have this childish thinking of,
Why can’t everyday be like today?
Why do we have to move on into the future?
Where the future just look so,
Unpromising,
Dark,
Fear of losing everything,
Especially the one you love.
But yet at time,
It could be fill with,
Excitement and happiness.

That why at the end of the day,
The only way to know the future,
Is to move on to the future.
Geez.
What a childish thinking,
I have there!
Lolz

Anyway,
I AM A HAPPY HAPPY BOY!
Especially yesterday!
=))

Okay,
Shall update more,
Tonight or tomorrow.
So cya!

Bored and lonely

2007-09-22T11:05:00.000+08:00

Where is everyone?!
Where are my best friends?
Where is my special friend?
Where are my close friends?
Geez
Everyone just seems to be busy,
In their own world.
Only me,
With nothing to do.
I am so bored and lonely.
=(

Tired of things

2007-09-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Saw this quiz,
From my close friend,Zul's blog,
And decided to try it out,
Since I am bored now.
Lolz
Suppose to be staying overnight,
At NYP band camp tonight.
But in the end,
I decided to go home,
As 2/3 of my section's people,
All never stay overnight,
So I decided to join the majority!
lolz

And ya,
I realise I tend to get tired and bored,
Of things easily this few days.
Things like looking at those secondary kids in school.
Things like taking PE lessons and exercise.
Things like going for band practices.
Things like staying at home for the whole day.
Things like doing nothing and look at the "sky".
Things like hoping people will appreciate me.
Things like trying talk to people.
Things like trying to make people understand my feeling.
Things like hoping for something to happen.
Sometime,
Even get tired and bored of,
Things like being nice and kind to people.
Lolz
Yet,
The amazing thing is that,
I will recover from all these tiredness and boredom,
As fast as the next day.
Or,
As soon as the next hour.
And I will forget all about it.
Strange me.
Lolz

Damn tired now.
Think I am going to bed soon.
That all for today.
=)

2.600

2007-09-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

AHHHH!!!
Why is my GPA not improving at all?!
Why is my GPA still the same?!
And mind you,
It's still exactly the same la!
2.600!
Never move at all!
NYP trying to be funny with me la!

Geez,
I am really very sad now.
People around me,
The GPA is like all improving.
And it feels like only me,
Who's GPA is not moving at all.
Sigh,
This is one thing that,
Make me really very sad.
Another thing is,
I did study for my paper this time!
I did!
But why there is still no improvement?!
W-H-Y?!
Forget it.
No point asking myself,
Stupid questions like this.

I am sad.
Really sad.

Choices of word

2007-09-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

Some words used,
May not sound hurting or offensive to one.
But yet,
When the word is being said out to other,
You will never know that,
It maybe hurting or offensive to other.
That why one must be careful,
Of the choice of words used.

Just realize that,
I haven't been using the right word lately,
So I decided to write it down,
To remind of myself to use the right word,
So that I won't hurt or offend people.
Especially the one I love.
=)

Ah,
Realize quite a few things lately too,
I want to say it all out.
But I just find it not suitable to be written down,
In places, like my blog.
Or maybe,
There isn't a place for me to say out,
At all.
Lol

Hmm,
Finally a week is coming to an end.
A quick summarize of it.
Feeling pretty tired now,
Because,
Having relief teaching everyday.
Having band practices,
On Tuesday and Thursday's nights.
Other than that,
I think there is nothing interesting,
That has happened in my life,
For this week.

On a brighter note,
Weekend is tomorrow!
Have been looking forward to it.
Shall just hope,
It will be nice weekend.
=)

Okay,
Shall stop here.
Off to gym with my best friend,
Khairul!
Cya!

The kite runner!

2007-09-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

Ah!
I am back to update my blog!
Well,
Today can be said,
As the best day I had spent,
Since the start of the September school holiday!
Lolz
F.Y.I,
September school holiday,
Is a holiday for me too,
Despite the fact,
I already having my semester holiday,
Till 15/10.
The reason being is that,
I can already foresee,
That I am being called back,
To Springfield everyday,
To work!
Lolz
For teacher,
School holiday is also,
Holiday for them.
Well,
It is for you to judge,
Whether it is good or bad,
Because different people got different view!
=)

Anyway,
Back to my blog.
I spent my day happily today!
Morning,
I manage to fix finish,
My gundam model that I bought,
And had been left at the corner,
Of my table,
For don't know how many weeks!
Ha!
The feeling of finishing it,
Was good!
Lolz

Then in the afternoon,
I went out to have lunch,
Before going to the library,
To borrow the book,
The kite runner.
And headed,
To the airport,
To read it!
And I managed to complete,
The whole book,
By the end of the day!
Yay!
=)

Well,
The book was,
A literature book,
And it was,
Emotional,
Nice,
Touching,
As well as,
Sad!
Because got a lot of people die.
Okay,
Shall not say anymore,
Before someone says I am a spoiler!
So just go and read it,
If you are interested!
Lolz
=)

Well,
I also just found out,
That a movie,
About the book,
Is coming out somewhere,
This year!
Because the title,
Is the Kite Runner (2007)
Lolz
Well,
Here is the trailer for you.

So conclusion for the day,
Today is a great day!
I am a happy HAPPY boy!
=))

Thank you.
You are like the world to me!
=)

Last but least,
I shall post a few photos,
Of my cousin outing on Saturday!
Because I am lazy to recap about it.
=X
Haha
So here are the photos!

So ya,
That all, folk!
Till next time,
Cya!
And,
Good night!
=))

Best Friends & Close Friend outie!

2007-09-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

Wee!
The best friends plus close friend outie,
Was an enjoyable and fun one!
Had quite a lot of laughter,
With their accompany
=))

Shall let the photos do the talking!

-On the way to Downtown East!

- In Downtown's Sakura!

- In Downtown & On the way to Tampines's Safra!

- At Tampines Safra's Pool!

- Finally...Home Sweet Home!=))

okay,
This is all for tonight!
Very tired and sleepy already!
So good night!
=))

This few days,
Thoughts about alot of things,
Had been running through my mind.
Geez.

Map for type of friends

2007-08-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

Haha!
Can you see my masterpiece?
If it is too small,
then you click it,
To enlarge!
=))
Well,
The name of this masterpiece,
Is called,
Map for types of friends!
Wahaha
Guess you can see,
It show how many types of friends I have,
And how they evolve from,
One type to another!
Lolz!
And also,
There is one and only special friend!
=))

Okay,
Had a nice and enjoyable afternoon today!
I am a happy HAPPY boy!
Going out to meet my best friends and close friend,
For dinner tonight.
So ya,
Shall stop here now.
Cya!

ZOO!

2007-08-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Yay!
The exams are finally over!!!
=))
The OS paper was a killer.
The Maths paper was a long one.
The IP paper was a treat from NYP.
If you can understand what I mean!
Lolz
And this means,
My long deserves holiday,
Is finally here!
Actually,
I am also looking forward,
To secondary, primary and JC,
September's one week holiday!
Because I don't need to work,
During that week!
Lolz

Anyway back to today,
So after the paper ends,
I went to Zoo,
With 7 of my fellow classmates,
As Jieying aka Da jie,
Have 8 free tickets to zoo.
Lolz!
Had quite a lot of fun and laughter,
With them inside the zoo!
And it's had been quite a long while,
Since I lasted been to zoo,
Which was like 6 years ago?
Anyway,
There is still someone,
Who had not visit the zoo longer than me!
Haha
=P

So ya,
Let the photos show you the animals,
I saw today.
Lolz

Okay,
I shall stop here too,
Because tomorrow,
I still need to go and mould the future!
Lolz
Cya!
Nights!
=))

4 periods of A-maths!

2007-08-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

Good morning!
It had been quite awhile,
Since I updated my blog,
In the morning!
Lolz
Guess where I am now?
I am at Springfield Secondary school's,
Staff common room now!
And if you think that,
I am slacking again,
Then you are wrong!
I am not slacking,
And I don't really have the time,
To slack today,
Because I got lessons from,
7.55am to 8.30am,
Then,
9.45am to 10.50am,
And finally,
The longest periods of all,
11.25am to 1.45pm!
And it is A-maths!
I just can't understand how,
Both the teacher and students,
Can stand having lessons,
For 2 hours straight!
Lolz
Okay,
Maybe is I am the one that,
Cannot stand 2 hours of A-maths.
=X
And after that,
It will be home sweet home.
Since,
I think I got nothing on,
I should be going home to rest.
Ah,
Monday always seem to be,
A boring day of the week.
For me.
Lolz

As for the weekends,
As in,
The last Saturday and Sunday,
It was alright only.
Saturday,
I spend half of my day,
In band,
Then spend the afternoon,
Playing pool,
With poh and clique,
After that,
Went to my Ah-ma house,
And finally,
At night,
I went out to study.
Lolz

As for Sunday,
It was not much better than Saturday.
Lolz
Slept all the way till 2pm,
Before going out,
To tutor my cousin.
And at night,
I went out to study again.
Lolz

It seem like I have become hardworking,
To the extend,
That I even went out to study,
During the weekends!
But actually,
It was because,
I got nothing better to do,
Plus exam is starting on this Friday,
So the best way out,
Is to go and study.
Lolz
Actually,
I was thinking of enjoying and resting,
During the weekends,
Because,
As ever since I started working,
I have been looking-forward,
To the weekends,
As it will the day,
Where I can sleep as long as I wish,
And go out at anything I want.
Lolz

But anyway,
I am just glad that,
I did study for exams.
And this time,
I am aiming to get the GPA of,
And I want to get the GPA of,
2.8 And above.
=))

Ah,
Last but least,
I had a bad dream last night again.
A dream that made me,
Crying inside the dream.
Lolz
But lucky,
It is just a dream,
So it's okay!
And ya,
The good thing is,
Since this is a new week,
My sensitive level,
Have gone back to the "under-control" level,
And my mind,
Have somehow,
Stop thinking so much too.
Lolz
But who cares,
I am just glad,
I am no longer like last week.
=)

Hmm,
So I still got 15 minutes,
Before my last 4 lessons,
Shall stop writing now,
And take some rest!
Cya!

What Tarot Card are You?

2007-08-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

You are The Emperor

Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person.

The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents
fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence
too.

The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Okay,
I know this is something lame.
Lolz
anyway,
I am very tired now,
Or in other words,
My brain alittle dead now.
Lolz
Cya!

Emo no more.

2007-08-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hmm,
Just a short entry,
Before I head off for my bed!
=)
Today is a happy day for me!
Despite having to wake up at 6.30am,
To go to work at Springfield.
Lolz
But anyway,
Went out to study after that,
And,
Had Sakua Sushi for dinner!
Ah!
No more emo entries,
Like the previous 2 entries!
Because I am a happy HAPPY boy.
=))

Good night, people!
=)

Understand

2007-08-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,
It's just so hard to get people,
To understand,
What you actually mean,
What you actually want,
What you actually need,
What you actually hope for,
Especially,
When you hope for the way,
Things to be done, things turn out,
Is just as simple and same as what other wished for too.
Ah,
Sometimes,
It's hard for people,
To understand,
You.
Even for,
The girl you love,
Your best friends,
& your family.

Ah,
Holiday have started,
Need to start working,
Exam is coming,
Need to start studying for it.
Geez,
Guess I am just tired,
Both mentally and physically.

End of the semester.

2007-08-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

Yay!
Finished 2 common test papers!
Both of the papers are okay.
Think passing should not be a problem,
It has never been one,
Since the day I stepped into NYP.
Lolz
Scoring is then the real problem,
I am concern about.
Geez.
Anyway,
Since my common tests have ended,
This marks the start of,
My holiday!
Which is also my study break.
Lolz
It is going to be until 15/10.
And this means,
It is time to work again.
It is time for money to roll into my pocket!
AND,
It is time to face the students of Springfield secondary.
Lolz
But before that,
Exams is around the corner,
At mid august too.
So I will study hard for it,
As I want to score instead of pass only!
So in conclusion,
This semester has been a good one.
Enjoyed myself,
With the accompany of my classmates,
My friends,
My good friends,
Thanks everyone!
=))

Okay,
This is all for today.
Got to go out now.
Bye!

不能说的秘密

2007-08-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

Yay!
I had a great evening today!!
Went to watch the movie,
不能说的秘密,
Or in other word,
Secret!
The movie was directed and acted,
By Jay Chou himself!
And I really can’t help it,
But to say,
The movie was nice.
It was touching too.
And,
The soundtracks of the movie,
Was equally nice too!
Think I will go buy the soundtrack,
If there is one.
Lolz
Conclusion,
Just go watch the movie,
And you will get what I mean.
=)

Went back to bedok interchange,
To have dessert,
Before heading home!
Anyway,
I am a happy HAPPY boy tonight!!!
=))

That all for tonight!
Good night!

Back!

2007-08-02T01:25:00.001+08:00

Okay,
Back to update my blog.
Actually was quite reluctant to do so,
But I was betting with myself,
That if I see khairul updates his blog today,
I shall also go and update too!
And guess what,
That guy really got update today!
Lolz
And ya,
I know that,
I had not been updating my blog,
For a week plus already.
lolz
The reasons for it,
Was not totally because,
I was lazy,
But,
Because I got a lot to projects to complete.
And for the whole of last week,
I only have time for,
Doing projects,
Studying for tests,
Chionging assignments,
Attend lectures, Lab and tutorials,
Boring right?

Enough of last week,
As for this week,
All projects and assignment,
Is finally over.
But yet,
My exams and common tests,
Is coming.
NYP just loves to make their students,
Study until like mad.
Lolz
Anyway,
Finish 1 lab test and 1 common test today.
So I left 1 lab test on Friday,
2 common tests in next week,
3 exams after national days.
And after that,
I will say goodbye to year 2 semesters 1!
Lolz

okay,
I think this is all.
Till next time.
Good night!
=)

Result's sadness

2007-07-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

Ah!
For the past 2 days,
I felt disappointed and sad.
Disappointed with myself.
The result for the my common tests,
Was not good at all.
Got 2 B+ and 2 D+.
My presentation got a C+,
This is the first time,
I failed to get A for my presentation!
Done badly for one my lab test,
F.
While done alright only,
With the results of A+ and C-
For 2 of my other lab tests.
Last but not least,
My marketing assignment,
Is going to be a disaster.
Because I did it last minute.
Geez
Exams is just next month,
Common test is just 2 more weeks,
And my result have already drop so much.
Damn disappointed with myself!!!
Lolz
AH!
AHH!!
AHHH!!!
I shall do my best for the remaining 3 projects,
And make sure I get at least a B for all 3!
I will study hard for my exams and common tests!
JIA YOU AR, CHANG YUAN!

Okay,
This is all for tonight!
Cya!

IKEA

2007-07-17T19:34:00.000+08:00

Ah!
Today was suppose to be a resting day,
For me,
But yet in the end,
I went to work at Springfield,
Early in the morning again!
Lolz
No choice,
I got mould the future of Singapore.
Haha
No lahz,
Actually,
Is I got to baby-sit the future of Singapore.
0.0
And still is how I spent my morning.

In the afternoon,
I went to IKEA to have my lunch.
And it was my first time,
To go into IKEA,
And walked around.
Lolz!
Okay,
Everything there is nice.
But too bad,
I don't need most of the things.
=(
Went to Giant supermarket after that,
But yet,
I never step into the supermarket,
Because I did something stupid,
Before that.
Lolz
So ya,
I still left Courts mega-store,
Giant's mega-store!
Lolz

This is all for tonight!
Cya!
=)

不能说的秘密.

2007-07-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

Oh ya,
Heard a new song from Jay chou,
On the way to band in the cab yesterday,
Which he sing for his new movie,
不能说的秘密.
Which is also the one,
My blog is playing now!

Anyway,
Went to look,
At the trailer of that movie,
And I realise the trailer was nice,
And it was one of the most emotional trailer,
I had never see this year!
Think it was due to the background music ba,
Which I feel it was quite sad!
lolz
So here the trailer!

Okay,
This is all for tonight!
Good night folk!
=))

Band Fiesta @ Botanic garden!

2007-07-17T01:02:00.001+08:00

Yahoo!
Ping Yi band performance,
At botanic garden on Sunday,
Was really a blast!
=))
We manage to make everyone there,
To be amaze by us!
The fact is,
It starting raining when it was our turn,
And also it drizzles when we are playing!
And everyone start to walk away,
But we started playing,
Everyone stopped in their steps,
To listen to us,
To see us,
And in the end,
Everyone stayed till the end!
And guess what,
We received the loudest applause,
From the audience!
And this means,
We are better than Yuhua!
Lolz

Went Bedok interchange Macdonald,
To have dinner,
Together with khairul,qizheng,Chenpei,
As well as most of the band memebers!
=)

Okay,
It is pictures time!

Sinfonique!

2007-07-15T01:04:00.001+08:00

Yay!
I am done with NYP band concert!
It was quite a job well done,
Despite I did play some wrong notes.
Lolz
Okay,
I am tired to write out everything.
So I shall just post some pictures,
To do the talking.
=)

Last but not least,
This is the thing,
I love and treasure out of everything!
Thank You,girl!!
=))

NYP band camp.

2007-07-09T02:41:00.000+08:00

Ah,
Just came home.
Yes!
At 2am,
Such a late hours again.
Had NYP band camp last night,
That why I didn't come online,
If anyone got notice.
Lolz
The band camp was fun.
Especially during the night time.
We had steamboats and BBQ for dinner,
Which we needed to wait for 2 hours to get ready!
Lolz
Had so much fun and laughter,
With 2 of my fellow trombonists,
Edward and Racing.
Get to know them better too!
As well as some other friends,
From other sections!
After that,
We had sectional until 2am.
Nevertheless,
It was very tiring too.
Fall asleep immediately,
After sectional.
Lolz
Left the camp at 12pm.

Today,
Came home,
And went out to botanic garden,
For the band fiesta.
It was quite nice only,
Not very nice.
Lolz
Went to PS to have dinner,
With the alumni,
Before going out to slack,
AND EAT again!
All the way until now.
Lolz
Drank some coffee liquor.
Feeling little dizzy now.
Guess I am drunk again.
Lolz

Geez,
Done stupid things again today.
Sorry.
And ya,
Got a little hurt by some words too.
=(
Anyway,
I learnt my lesson!
Shall not do it again.

Okay,
Very tired now already,
Shall go and sleep now
Nights!

Sleepy in class.

2007-07-07T03:46:00.000+08:00

Ah,
Just bathed finish not long ago,
Came back from my cousins outing,
At 2.30am.
Damn tired and sleepy now.
But yet,
I can't go and sleep,
Because my hair is still wet.
Lolz
Shall go and do something about it,
Once I am done with this entry!!!
Lolz

Cousins outing were alright.
It was quite fun too.
Went to Sakae sushi at 10pm,
Just to help them clear up the remaining food,
Because if not,
They are going to charge us for wasting food.
Well,
The services at Sakae Sushi,
In Downtown east,
Was really very bad.
Ah,
Will not going into details.
Anyway people,
Just try to avoid the Sakae Sushi there,
Till the services get better,
Or when the manager is being changed!
=X
Haha
After that,
We went to Tampines Safra,
To play bowling again!
Lolz
Waiting for 2 hours just for the 2 lanes.
And in the end,
We get our lanes,
At 1am.
Played one game,
And headed home.
Lolz

Okay,
Other then cousin outing.
I had my communication skills presentation,
Which I think is the worst presentation,
I have ever had in my poly life.
Shall just blame myself,
For not putting enough effort,
In preparing
=(
After the presentation,
The lecturer talked to me,
Because I have been sleeping in class.
Lolz
Hate to say this,
But the lessons was really too wordy,
Or in other word,
Boring.
Lolz
But well,
I know I am wrong to sleep in classes.
So I told that lecturer,
I won't do it again.
*Good boy*
=)

After school,
I went out with my Malay best friend, Zul.
To orchard,
For a short walk,
As well as,
To let him have his dinner.
We headed different ways after that.

And ya,
I had a nice and enjoyable night today.
That why I am a happy HAPPY boy tonight again!
Yay!
=))

Okay,
Think I am going to bed now.
Good nights!

Sensitivity

2007-07-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

Ah!
Damn tired!!!
Just finished my PowerPoint slides,
For tomorrow Communication skills presentation.
But yet,
It is not a perfect one,
Still need to do some adjustment tomorrow.
As I am too tired and lazy to do now.
Lolz
That goes my presentation speech too.
Haven prepare too.
lolz
zZz

For the last few days,
Have been having problem with myself.
I am getting too sensitive.
I am thinking too much again.
I don't know how or why,
I am thinking so much again.
Getting pretty upset due to it too.
Sigh
Really need to go and do,
Some self-reflection.

Thanks girl!
For hearing me out,
Plus chat with me.
It does brighten my feeling up.
Can't wait to see you again.
=))

Okay,
This shall be all.
Good night

Wind and silence

2007-07-03T13:22:00.000+08:00

Ah!
I just simply love,
The silence in my room.
As well as,
The wind that is blowing into my room!
It makes me feel so,
Calm and relax,
And maybe,
Happy too.
The best thing is,
My mind is not thinking of anything too!
Just resting itself.
=)

I think I deserve to feel this way,
Especially after becoming stupid,
For the last few days.
One also need sometimes,
To rest and reflect.
Lolz
Haha

Other than that,
I am feeling hungry now.
And ya,
I got band practice later too,
which means I must go back to NYP again.
Lolz

Cya!

Youth day

2007-07-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

Today,
Was the start of school for me!
When most of the people of my age,
Studying in JCs and MI,
Is having their holiday!
Its youth day.
Ah,
Unable to have the youth day holiday,
It makes me feel so old.
I am only 17++ only, ok?!
This is so unfair.
Lolz
Just joking only.
Haha

But anyway,
I have a great day,
In school and after school.
In school,
I have lots of laughter and fun,
With my classmates.
They are one of the reasons,
Why I starting to love polytechnic.
Haha
Ponned the last lessons,
Because it was classified under,
Wasted-time lessons.
Lolz
But,
I shall be a good boy,
And pon it only this time
=)

Went orchard to have dinner.
Had pepper lunch.
It was nice.
And I think,
I am starting to love the lamb chop of theirs.
Haha
Bought my gundam model kits too.
Now I have 13 of it!
Lolz

Oh ya,
This few days,
I am getting more and more stupid.
Because I keep doing stupid actions.
Sorry arhz.
Will go reflect about it.
=)

But still,
I am a happy HAPPY boy tonight!
=))

Cya,
And,
Good nights!
=)

2am

2007-07-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

I can't fall asleep,
Despite the fact,
That it's 2am already.

Ah,
Shall try to go and sleep now!
What a lame entry for today.
Lolx
Nights.

Nov & Dec!

2007-06-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yay!
My common test is finally finished!
I think I am just going to pass all the papers,
And maybe,
Failing marketing paper.
Never study for it,
Until the last few hours before the exam.
Lolz
But as for the rest of the papers,
It was okay.
Think passing it,
Is the best I can do.
Scoring is cannot be an option this time.
=(
ANYWAY
It is already over,
So no point pondering about it.
=)

Had quite a long talk with her,
Across the phone just now.
And I totally love and enjoy it.
*Happy*
=)
Ah,
For now,
I can't wait to see her soon again.
*misses*
=D
And
I am looking forward,
To the end of November or December too!
I will wait.
=))

Okay,
That all for tonight!
Nights!
=)

The wait begins.

2007-06-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

The longest day is over.

Okay,
She was right about quite a few matters,
Especially the one about her time.
And,
I was wrong to be so persistent,
As well as not to think in her shoes.
Sorry.

So ya,
I ~~guess~~,
No, I WILL wait,
Till her A-levels is over,
Then I will ask again.
I will wait.
=))

Nevertheless,
I am happy happy boy tonight!
Thanks for telling me things,
I have been hoping to hear from you.
Those things you said,
Really meant a lot to me.
Thanks, girl.
=)

So this will be all.
Good night, people!
=)

unwilling

2007-06-21T09:15:00.000+08:00

As expected,
I can't really fall asleep last night.
It was a sleepless night.
Geez.

The longest day

2007-06-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

Why does she always want me,
To liang jie her.
To understand her.
Have I done not enough for both things?
Is it really so?

All this while in my life,
I have been trying to give in to people,
Especially the one I love,
To make happy,
To prevent hurting them,
With everything,
EVERYTHING I have.
And at time,
Even at the cost of hurting myself.
But yet,
I hardly get anything back in return.

But I don't mind!
All I want now,
Is that you will understand what I want,
And that I have changed,
I have learnt,
I have grown,
I am no longer like how I was last time.
Can you really understand me for once?

Dreams never come true for me.
Especially in love.
I am a very sad boy tonight.

Purpose

2007-06-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Testing Testing 1 2 3.
Hmm,
Seems like my lappy is fine now.
Lolz
It almost "dies" yesterday,
Due to my clumsiness,
I spill my cup of water onto it.
Lolz
And yesterday,
For half of the day,
It was "cripple"
The keyboard keeps on typing stuff on it own.
Lolz
But lucky,
It is fine already now!
Yay!
Shall not be so clumsy next time.
=)

Ah,
So today is the start of my first week of holiday,
And started the day,
By waking up at 12.30pm.
And it feels so good to wake up,
At this time.
Lolz
Then slack around until 3plus,
Before going out to do my maths tutorial.
After that,
Went to order the cake for my brother 21st birthday.
As we will be celebrating his birthday earlier on this coming Wednesday,
Which is also my cousin outing too.
And I guess that all I did for today.
Lolz
Quite a boring life, right AWYINGMEI?
Haha

Hmm,
I am starting to wonder,
What is the true purpose of having a cousin outing.
Geez.

Okay,
I think that all for today.
Cya!

Term Break!

2007-06-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

I am back to update my blog!
It had been 2 weeks,
Since my lasted entry.
So got anyone miss me?
Yes,
I know AwYingMei is one!
Haha

Anyway the past 2 week,
Have been a busy and tired week.
Life during that time,
Was mostly about,
Reports,
Projects,
Lab tests,
E-Quizzes.
Having enough 8-hours sleep,
Have become an impossible.
Well,
It have always been impossible,
Since the start of year 2.
Lolz
And to add on,
I got band practices too.
Having a combined concert,
With Bedok North secondary band,
On 13/7, 7.30, at NYP auditorium
And it’s free.
You know why I say until to detail la.
*hint*
With the band practices,
Quite a few days,
I am pretty busy.
Ah!
Now I am starting to regret,
Not paying attention in time-management lessons,
In secondary school
=X
lolx

Yet,
Life is still enjoyable,
And filled with happiness,
At some days.
For example,
Like last Tuesday,
And ya,
Today too!
=))

And finally,
My long awaited term break,
Have started!
Yay!
Never really looking forward to one,
During year 1.
But now,
Having a term break is important to me.
Because this means I can have enough sleep!
Haha
=)

Ah!
And ya,
I am a HAPPY HAPPY boy again today!
=))

Okay,
That all for tonight
Cya!
Nights

Having flash back of memories of the past,
The good and the bad,
At times for the past few days.
Geez,
What is going on?
The right time is getting near.

Goodbye Week 6!

2007-05-27T01:06:00.000+08:00

YES!
It's weekend!!!
And it is something,
I have been looking forward to,
For the past few days!
Because,
This means,
Week 6 of my academic calendar,
Have ended!
So glad that it have ended!
=)

The whole week,
Was a very busy,
As well as,
Tiring one too.
As I had,
1 report to finish, (Done)
1 assignment to complete, (Done)
2 tests to be done, ( 1 Pass, another 1 confirm fail!)
3 quizzes to be done. (2 Pass, 1 Fail)
Well,
As for tutorials and homework,
I think I have lost count of it already!
Lolz
Oh ya,
Forget to add in,
The 3 band practices I have.
Due to the practices,
I reached home late,
For Tuesday to Wednesday.
Ah!
Think I shall not talk about the week.
As I am so glad that it is over!
Haha
=)

Well,
Today was a good day.
Went orchard to have lunch,
As well as,
Walked around there.
It's had been a while,
Since I lasted been to orchard!
And it does feels good to go there!
=)

N ya,
I am a HAPPY boy again today!
Yay!
=))
Haha

Okay,
Think I will stop here now.
Night's people!
=)

See the new picture?
Well,
The 3 words in it,
Are just for YOU!
=))
*As the right time get closer...*

My House!

2007-05-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Try this at http://drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/

This is something interesting!
Saw this at Jing's blog,
And decided to go play with it,
Since I got nothing to do now.
Lolz
Interesting right?
RIGHT AW MEI MEI?!
Lolz
haha

Went to work this afternoon,
With my friend,alex.
Work as flyer distributor,
At HDB houses,
At somewhere near to bedok resevoir!
It was very tiring.
Imagine how you will feel,
When you got to walk 18 floors,
With about 1kg of flyers,
For you to give out.
But,\
Lucky the paid was still good.
=)

Anyway,
After it,
I went to do my Computering Maths 2's tutorial 2,
At eastpoint starbuck.
Manage to complete 80% of it!
So proud of myself!
=D
Haha.
I had LJS for dinner,
And still don't get it,
What the ANYTHING at LJS la!
lolz

Last but least,
I want to say,
Yay!
I AM A HAPPY BOY TONIGHT!
=))
Hehe.

okay,
Shall stop now!
Nights!!
=)

Hectic!

2007-05-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ah,
It's Friday,
So as usual,
It means that a week is coming to an end.
Usually,
I will always look forward,
To the end of the week,
But for this week,
I am totally not looking forward to it.
Why?
Because next week,
Is going to be one,
Busy,
Stress,
Hectic,
Last but not least,
Tired week!
The worse week,
Since the start of my year 2.
And it starts from tomorrow,
All the way till next Friday!
Geez.
The thought of it,
Just totally turn me down.
Lolz

Okay,
I am tired now,
Plus,
Don't know what else to write,
So shall stop now!
Till next week,
Nights, people!

A thrilling time!

2007-05-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

Yay!
I am finally back at home!
Despite it's very late already,
I am still happy that I am at home.
Lolz

Went out with my friends,
To city hall,
To get his creative ear-piece,
Then to Somerset,
To have our dinner,
As well as to catch the movie,
28 weeks later!
That movie was indeed very thrilling!
I went to watch the movie,
Without knowing that it is a thriller movie,
Neither my friends know that it is a thriller movie too.
So as the result,
The 3 of us got scared at the beginning of the movie,
By the loud sound effect of the movie!
Lolz
But anyway,
The movie was good,
As well as the ending of the movie,
Which was good too.
But still it is not recommended for people,
Who have weak heart!
Lolz
After watching the movie,
My friends and I was discussing about it,
One of them said that the movie was very cruel,
Which is obvious,
As it is a M18 show,
And secondly,
The blood flow out of the human mouth,
Is like water running out of a tap.
As for me,
I feel that this movie,
Show the weak side of human nature.
Which is,
The helpfulness of human nature,
BUT!
At the wrong point of time,
AND,
Never thinking about the action!
Ah,
Feeling lost from what I had said above?
Don't worry,
There is nothing wrong with my English this time.
You just go and watch the movie,
And you will get what I mean!
Lolz
=)

Okay,
Enough of the movie.
It's Friday!
Which means another week is ending.
And this means week 5 is starting.
This week had been a very busy,
Tired,
Emotional,
Sick,
And stress week!

Firstly,
I started my band practice on Tues. and Thurs.
Get to play the bass trombone.
A double trigger bass trombone!
Finally fulfilled my dream of playing that!
Haha
Played songs like waltz nos.2, Persis overture,
And some other hard songs,
Which I don't really know how to play!
Lolz
And guess what,
The conductor likes song with the word,
Waltz in it!
Lolz

Secondly,
Apart from the band practices,
I got assignments,
Tutorials,
Mini projects,
E-quizzes,
Waiting for me to attend to them!
Ah,
This is just the fourth week,
And I am starting to feel the stress.
Geez,
But yet,
I think thanks to the stress,
This semester is going to be a good one!
And I got to learn to manage my time well too!
Time to learn time management skill!
Lolz

Last but not least,
It's Saturday tomorrow!
Which means I can finally get some rest!
Ah,
For once,
I really wanted a good rest.
Lolz

Okay,
I think I will stop here now.
Dad is nagging again.
Lolz
So..
Off to bath now!
Cya!
=)

Do you know that,
While taking the MRT home just now,
You were the only one that came into my mind?
And do you know too,
That you are always in my mind and heart all the time?
Geez,
Guess I miss you.
Only this time,
I don't say it out in sms.
=)

Damn this feeling!

2007-05-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

Ah!
Everything,
EVERYTHING,
Just felt so strange to me.
Strange to the extend,
I don't even know,
What I am doing,
As if I am in somewhere new.

And the saddening part,
Is when I go out with her today,
To have lunch together,
I can't even feel the happiness,
I used to have whenever I go out with her.
And,
The part where I felt the worse,
Is I can't make her feel happy,
Like what I have done,
For the past few times.
To you,
I am really sorry about it.
=(

I just simply hate,
This kinda of feeling.
It makes me to become moody,
And sad,
As well as feel like crying.
Sigh.

And,
I am still SICK,
Cough,
Flu,
Headache,
Slight fever,
What's new?
Recovering-in-process now.
Guess that all.
Night's people.

Spiderman 3!

2007-05-07T01:40:00.000+08:00

Just came back home not long ago,
Bathed,
And finally,
Sitting in front of my laptop.
Lolz

Came home so late,
As I went to watch Spiderman 3 with a friend,
Which started at 9.30pm.
Lolz
The show was indeed nice,
Touching,
As well as,
Funny too!
It just likes most people,
Who have watched,
And commented about it.
=)

Ah,
Just now when watching the movie,
I have the feeling,
As if I am watching the movie with her again.
Geez,
Think I have been thinking of her,
At that of time.
Plus maybe,
Missing her...

And ya,
Last but not least,
I am sick.
As in really SICK!
Lolz
Had a high fever of 38 degree yesterday,
Which I totally don't know,
It was a high fever.
As well as,
Flu and cough.
Hmmm,
Shall I get a MC tomorrow?
*thinking*

Okay,
That all folk!
Nights!
=)

Changes

2007-05-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

When something strange,
Or something different happens in life,
One will start to feel,
Worry,
Is it good or bad?
Strange,
Does it mean anything?
And of course,
Fear will bear out of it.
Fear of thing or people one love,
Will leave him/her,
Ah,
This is one dark and sad,
Side of human nature.
A mental torture too.

Geez,
I hate this type of feeling.
=(

Just typed this out,
With no particular reasons,
Or happenings!
Instead,
I am feeling quite happy now,
Because I helped,
Someone important in my heart!
Yay!
As there a saying which says,
Helping someone you love,
Is always a enjoyment.
=))

Last but not least,
IT'S WEEKEND!
yeap!
lolz
Okay,
That all!
Cheers!
=)

Mess up.

2007-05-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

Happy! =)
Warm in heart too!=))
Yet,
Tired too.
Geez.

Nights!

Endings and Beginnings.

2007-05-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

"An ending is also a beginning, is just that we don't know when it is."

Saw this sentence,
Earlier on,
On the back of a book,
In Times bookshop.
I found it quite meaningful,
As well as nice too.

Anyway,
I had a wonderful night again today.
And,
I totally enjoyed it,
Despite having a slight headache that point of time.
So I am a HAPPY boy again tonight!
Yay!
=))

Okay,
Shall stop here now.
I want to go and watch anime now.
So good nights,
And happy Labour Day!
Cya!

It's still YOU.
The only one in my heart.
Waiting for the right time to come.
=)

New week again.

2007-04-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

Yay!
I am finally done,
With my computering maths 2,
Assignment 1!
=)
Took me whole of last night,
Plus whole of this morning,
To complete it!
Now,
I finally feel my workloads,
Have been reduced!
=)

Ah,
It have only been 2 weeks,
Since year 2 started,
And the works given,
Is more than what is given in year 1,
And for sure,
More stressful than year 1 too.
Just take for example,
I have already received most of projects,
For this semester.
Tests and quizzes is already all set,
Waiting for me to se them in week 4 onwards.
Lolz
Geez,
This is going to be a rough and fast moving semester.

And yes,
Another week had ended,
A new week have started too.
Last week rather ended too fast,
As in without me noticing much.
I guess mostly because of certain things,
Happened in that week.
One of it is very saddening,
Which is my grandfather funeral.
He was a nice grand father!
And he will always be one,
No matter where he is now.

Nevertheless,
A week have started,
And I am already started to feel,
Both exciting and stress about it.
Due to a lot of things,
That is going to happen in this week!
Ah,
Shall really hope that,
This week is going to be a fun one!
=)

Okay,
Got to stop here now.
Going to be late for class already.
Lolz
So ya,
See ya!
=)

Happy!

2007-04-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

Back to update my blog!
And I am such a happy boy now!
Because I am feeling happy now!
Lolz
Seriously,
It had been quite awhile,
Since I have felt this way.
As I had been pretty moody,
For the last few days.
And to the extend,
I don't feel like talking.
Lolz
But who cares,
No more being moody!
CAUSE,
I am a happy boy now!
- HAPPY -
=))

Sincerely,
Hope that,
Things and Times like today,
Will happen more in the future,
And hopefully,
Will lasts too.

Ok,
Off to bath!
Cause I am quite smelly now.
Lolz
Cya!

Wish that you will be back in my life at the end again.
Because,
Things is always good,
When I have you with me.
=D

Start of a new semester

2007-04-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Back to update my blog!
Guess where I am now?
You sure think that,
I am at home at this point of time.
But well,
You are wrong today!
I am at Tampines library!
Lolz
=)

Just finish revising,
One of my modules,
I had learnt yesterday.
It is computing mathematics 2!
But well,
The name is a big lie.
Like what the teacher said herself,
This module got nothing to do with computer,
But instead,
It's a JC maths topic,
Known as statistics.
And we got to learn,
Everything the JC is learning for it!
Well,
That what the teacher said.
Lolz
Anyway,
Just did a short revision for it,
As it is still new,
And the beginning part is,
Still quite easy la,
Even though some part,
I still catch no balls.
Lolz

So without me saying,
It is quite obvious,
That school had started for me.
Lolz
Yesterday was the first day,
Which was also the longest day,
As the lessons was till 8.30 PM
Lolz
And the lesson was quite the same,
As the style of teaching,
Is still the same,
Especially during lectures,
Where most of us,
Is in our dreamland!
Lolz
As for the last lesson,
It was fun.
Not because the lecturer,
Make the lesson fun.
But because we had fun talking on MSN.
Lolz

And today was a holiday for me,
As every Tuesday,
I got no lessons,
Hence my week,
Is called,
4 days week.
Unlike most people which is,
5 days week
Lolz
=)
slacked at home,
all the way till 5.
And finally,
Decided to do some revision,
For my modules.
And also thinking of,
Meeting xiuyi for dinner,
But she was not free.
=(
So in the end,
I went out to eat with my 2 juniors,
And finally,
Ended up in the library,
Studying.
Lolz

Ah,
And the thought of tomorrow lessons,
Make me sick.
Lolz
Almost the whole day is lectures!
How nice it will be,
If only we can bring our bed there,
To sleep,
Instead of the plastic chair!
Lolz
And ya,
Thou shall not forget to bring my jacket,
As the air-con of NYP,
Seems to be free of charge,
Lolz

Last but not least,
I am missing my students,
In Springfield.
Even the worse class.
Lolz
Can't wait to see them,
In June again!
=)

Okay,
The announcement,
That the library is closing in 30 minutes,
Had just gone passed.
Think I will stop here now too.
So till next time,
Cya!
=)

All in a week.

2007-04-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hello!
It had been a week,
Since I had last updated my blog!
It had been really tiring week,
As well as,
A boring one too.
Lolz

From Monday to Wednesday,
I had been working,
As a relief teacher,
With my favourite class,
2F!
lolz
Anyway after relieving them,
For 2 weeks,
I realized that,
Actually they are not as naughty,
Or as bad thing as you think they are.
I feel that they are just in simple,
Playfully and naïve.
After all,
They are still secondary 2.
So hopefully,
As time passes,
They will grew up,
And become more mature!
=)

As for Thursday,
I do not need to work,
As it was Springfield speech day.
And I think that,
Springfield speech day is getting worse,
And worse,
As years passes.
Shall not go into details,
Why I said it is getting worse.

As for Friday,
I spend my whole day with my family.
I realized I haven been doing so,
For quite a long while.

And Saturday,
I went to both pingyi and Springfield.
And something happen,
Which made me felt so useless again.
Which made my tears almost drop out again.
Sigh

And as for today,
I spend my whole day,
With my family again!
I am getting more and more,
Like a family guy!
As if.
Lolz
Haha

Ah,
A new week is about to start,
Which mean my year 2 semester 1,
Is starting in a week time too.
And lucky,
If I am not wrong,
This coming week,
Is going to be a exciting one,
As SYF for both schools,
In that week.
And..
On well,
I don't know,
But I just know it is going to be a better one,
At least better than last week.
=)

Something just can't seems to change,
or forgotten.
especially when,
the thing is in one heart.

Okay,
That all.
So Cya!
Nights!
=)

moody

2007-04-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone!
Just woke up not long ago,
Watched power rangers with my little brother,
And now,
Slacking in front of the laptop.

Had a great fight and quarrel,
With my dad last night.
And that the reason,
I went to bed so early last night.
Despite sleeping early,
My head is still pain at times now.

Don't know why,
Every week this thing of happens.
Last week,
I had great fight and quarrel,
With her too,
Which left me with more wound than ever.
And of course,
My heart hurt for the most in my whole life.
Something I will never forget.
Sigh

And now,
I am still feeling moody.
I really hope that,
I will not be so moody,
As being moody,
Prevent me from talking to friend,
Because when I am moody,
I always say the wrong things,
That why I don't want to say anything wrong to my friend.
=(

Last but not least,
A new week is coming,
But yet,
I can't see or feel anything,
That my new week,
Is going to be an interesting one,
As well as a good one.
Ah,
Shall just hope that I am wrong about it.
=)

Off slacking again,
At other place.
Cya!

still her.

2007-03-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

Ah,
I am feeling moody now.
Wanna to go out,
To feel the night breeze.

A month have passed,
Since that very day,
We separate and go our own way.
But yet,
Even after,
All the hurting stuff and truth,
I have heard and receive.
I still can't forget everything.

Over the month,
I have done my best,
Trying to forget,
Trying starting things anew,
Enduring the sadness within me,
Joke and laugh with everyone,
As if nothing have happened,
As if I have recovered.

And when I thought,
After I had done everything,
I have finally forgotten about it.

I know I was wrong.
I know I had been lying to myself,
I know deep inside me,
The sadness still haven left me.
The memories is still within me,
Especially those happy moments.

Sigh
It is still her I wants,
Yes,
It is still her.

Sigh,
I know I know,
Forget it, chang yuan.

angel of 2F

2007-03-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

Good morning!
I am back to update my blog again!
And I realize,
I had been updating my blog,
Regularly for the last few days!
Haha
Yet reassure,
It is surely not because,
My mood for blogging is back.
But,
I think because,
I am feeling so bored in the staff room.
Lolz
=)

Anyway,
Guess what?
The class 2F I had relief today,
Was really angel sia!
As in they are really so good,
Until I wonder whether I am in the right class.
Lolz
But actually,
The effort was not mine,
As the school knows,
How bad the class is,
So they decided to give me,
Some assistance from the HOD/subject head.
Lolz
But anyway,
It is a good thing after all!
=)
Wahaha

Went out with YingMei and khairul yesterday,
To reduce stress from work!
Lolz
Actually was just meeting them,
For fun, peace and laughter!
Haha
And,
Spending time with good friends,
Is always nice,
As well as,
Enjoyable!
Haha
Thanks guy!
=)

Ah,
Now after typing this,
I don't know what to do next.
Seems like I got nothing better to do.
Lolz
So I think I will stop here.
Cya!
=)

PS: Tag my blog!!!

Tag ,Tag,Tag!!!

2007-03-27T08:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
Can you guys tag my blog,
When you visit it?!
Because look at my poor tagbox,
It's dying!
lolz

ok,
I am getting so lame!
Think must be the quietness of the staff room,
Is making me into like this!
Wahaha
=)

ok,
That all,
Off strolling,
For my first lesson.
Cya!
=)