AH!
So what,
That people can make it into JC,
Then make it into university?!
Okay wait,
Let me correct myself.
Make it into LOCAL University?!

Firstly,
What is wrong with enrolling into polytechnic?
You always said that,
You don't mind that we didn't make it for JC,
As it is also another form of education.
But actually,
Deep inside you thinks that going to JC is everything!
Well,
I don't blame you,
Because I don't think you are the only one,
Who thinks this way.

Secondly,
So what that my cousins can make it into university?
No sorry,
I mean LOCAL University!
Is LOCAL university so DIFFERENT from PRIVATE university?
Why don't I see you being proud that my brother going into a PRIVATE university?
Okay,
MAYBE local university is more recognize by the society AND by our family.
AND again,
I don't blame you.
Because I guess this is a matter of face and pride.

Anyway,
Enough of this,
MAYBE one day if I'm really successful,
I will prove to you,
That what you are thinking is just nothing,
But a matter of being able to show off!
Lol

Geez,
I got some many things,
I want to prove to people,
That they are wrong.
But will I have the chance to do so?
Will I really be successful in the future,
Just like how the monk had told me?

Okay,
I am so worry about this semester’s result!
I don't want to retake any module again!
I don't want to stay back for one more year!
I don't want to destroy my future like this!
SO PLEASE!
JUST LET ME SUCCESSFULLY FINISH MY DIPLOMA!
Lol

On the brighter side,
I'm no longer sad already.
YAY!
=)