Why does she always want me,
To liang jie her.
To understand her.
Have I done not enough for both things?
Is it really so?

All this while in my life,
I have been trying to give in to people,
Especially the one I love,
To make happy,
To prevent hurting them,
With everything,
EVERYTHING I have.
And at time,
Even at the cost of hurting myself.
But yet,
I hardly get anything back in return.

But I don't mind!
All I want now,
Is that you will understand what I want,
And that I have changed,
I have learnt,
I have grown,
I am no longer like how I was last time.
Can you really understand me for once?


Dreams never come true for me.
Especially in love.
I am a very sad boy tonight.