Ah,
It is still raining outside now.
It had been raining for days already.
And I realise,
Sometime,
Rain does reflect a person's mood and feeling.
And at times,
It also feels good to be standing in the rain alone.

Ah yes,
That led to the part which I went out alone today.
Yes,
You never see wrongly.
The word is ALONE.
Sad to say,
I went out alone today to get some stuff.
All my friends is either not free,
too lazy to come out,
tired to come out,
Or don't feel like going out.
Ah,
Don't blame them either.
So in end,
I decided to go out myself.

Ah,
It had really been quite a long while,
Since I had gone out myself.
Standing alone in the rain,
Holding on to the umbrella,
With the cold wind keep on blowing against me,
And as I look around me,
Everyone is either in pair,
Or in a group.
For once,
The fear of loneliness,
Just came back to me again.
I still remember when I was in secondary school,
I don't mind of being alone,
Or not even having fear of doing things alone.
I enjoy being alone.
But yet now,
I am scare,
Hence,
I dislike being alone,
For most of the time.

Ah,
I guess,
Maybe as time flies,
I had changed,
Changed to a person,
Who is no longer the old me.
And maybe changed to someone,
whom my friends find strange to them.
Have I?