Ok,
I am back to update my blog!
After disappearing for the last three days!
Lolz
Anyway I did intend to update my blog for the last three days,
But whenever,
I opened up my Microsoft word to start writing an entry,
Before copy and paste to my blogger account,
I suddenly lose the feeling of writing,
And suddenly don't wish to write anything or so!
And it happens for the all three days,
That why you never see me update for the last three days!
Lolz

Anyway I had been having this strange feeling in me for the past few days,
Which cause me to be quite emotional at times,
And make me do stupid things too!
I had been wondering for the whole day,
Why I had been feeling this way?
And I realize,
I am had been thinking too much again,
Which cause me to feel stress-up without me realizing it!
And indirectly,
Because of the stress-up,
I became emotional.
=(

But yet this time,
What I am thinking is different from the past,
It is no longer about relationship,
Because I trust & love xiuyi.
=)
That why I don't go think so much about relationship.

There are four things in my mind now,
Which are,
What is my exam result going to be?
Where am I going to find job?
When should I go and get my third month's anniversary present for xiuyi?
Should I change a new phone anot?

ARHZ!
I hate to admit,
But out of the four things,
I am most concern about my result!
Which is coming out somewhere this week!
And I think that why I am so stress up!
I am scare,
Yes, I am scare.
Scare that I will fail one of my modules.
I don't want to fail any of my modules,
Because in NYP,
There is no such thing called sub-paper,
In NYP,
When you fail,
You will need to retake the whole module in you next semester.
And it is obvious that,
I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE ANY.
Because if retake any modules,
My future will be gone,
I fail myself at my PSLE,
I fail myself at my O-level,
And I seriously don't wish to fail myself at my poly first semester exam.
And it is not like I didn't put in any effort in studying this time.
I did put in a lot of hard work in studying it!
ARHZ!
Please don't do this to me.

As for the other three things,
I am still can handle it.
Lolz
Ok,
I think I will stop here now.
So Cya!
=)