Arhz! I am feeling so pain in heart now! And I mean really that my heart is feeling so painful and heavy now, just like it is crying inside me! I really don't know what to do next, without losing her for any reason! I am already at my wit as I had already done all the thing people had advised me to do! But yet none of them seem to have any effect. And I already exhausted until I really don't have the strength to fight back already, even though I don’t seem to be having any problem or pain in me..Sigh..I really don’t know what to do now, teach me what to do next without losing you, and I promise I will learn it well no matter what, because I know I won't be able take it for too long!..

"I want to go to a place where I can shout and cry out all the pain and sorrow in my heart and my soul! Because I am feeling just like a lost little boat sailing in an endless ocean, waiting to dock…"

How long i need to wait before you can give me a chance, trust me with your final key...

ok, I shall stop here now, got to wait for her to play finish her maplestory, and I am not going to sleep unless she goes to sleep first!=)..zZz...

I really need you,xiuyi..I really need you..