Day 4
Ok, it is raining so heavily outside now! And I am wondering whether where is xiuyi, as I am afraid that she is outside in the rain, and also I don’t even know her throat is cure already, but yet, I can’t message her..sigh..I AM WORRY FOR HER NOW! Really worry for her, but yet I just can’t do anything..it had been the 4th day of the 14 days, and there haven been a night where I can sleep properly, without having a dream about her in it. And also haven been a moment, my heart is not thinking of her!..sigh.. I miss her a lot!..

Day 3
This is one of the best days even since the start of the 2 weeks. But it doesn’t mean that m heart is longer missing her, but is just that my heart already turned from a violence missing of her into a peaceful and calm missing of her, after what happened on the 2nd day. Today, I got good news to share with xiuyi, and am that I had managed to score A in my first database test! And it is a first A I had score in my polytechnic term! Hope she can see this now when she read my blog!=)

Day 2
I finally broke down again today! And to make thing worse, I broke down in the lecture hall! And all my classmates who were beside me, was so shock when they saw me break down. I broke down, as the more I think I am not going to see or communicate with xiuyi for the next 2 weeks, the pain in my heart inside, and my heart is getting heavier and heavier until, it finally cannot take it, and it broke down itself! But yet, after crying, I am feeling better already, much more better than the night when she told me the request, and I had make up my mind, I will hang on for the next 12 days! I will hang on! I will not let the 2 weeks bring me down again!=)


"等待与思念是我现在唯一能做的。。。你知道我的心现在有多么的想你吗。。。"