ARHZ!!! My head is going to explode already!!!..lolz..all the java stuff is making me crazy!..sigh..I think I am going to take a 15 to 30 mins break before I start doing my work again, as I am so sure my mind is unable to work now as firstly, I had put too much pressure in it, by forcing it to type out all the java stuff, and secondly, it is getting late, and my mind wanted to go and sleep, but too bad, I can't let it switch off now! And this is what I am getting back now, having a headache plus a little spinning in my mind!..lolz..

Let see why I can't let my mind switch now, and go to sleep! Firstly I had to complete all these work, which I had not done, or not completed yet. And they are..

.Object oriented Programming Project ( which I need to type out all the 11 classes into java form or so, and hand in by Tuesday)
.Object oriented Programming ( which I need to do 4 questions and the problem, is that I don't have any clue about this module until now!=( )
.Computing Mathematics ( which I want to do the tutorial 5 and 6 as it is the only I can understand the module before the lecturer teaches, and also the way I can secure at least a B!)
.Revising all my modules ( which I need to do, if not, I will get lost and I might not be able to secure a B, and there goes my dream of getting a GPA of 3.5!)

And I had not managed to finish even one of the four! And shit, it is very bad! If this continue, I will not be able to get at least all Bs in my semester exam in week 18! And if you look at the calendar and counts the how many weeks had passed since my term had start, it had been 6 weeks! And tomorrow will be the starting of the 7th week!..sigh..i really can’t afford of not getting all Bs in my modules, and also a GPA of 3.5 or above, and most important, I really can't afford of not making in university by end of the three years! And I admits the real reason was because I am really scare that if I can't make it to university, xiuyi will don't want me! And I know I am starting to think too much again, but yet I had already fail once by not making into junior college, and that why I can't afford to have failure again! And also if i fail to make it to university and get a degree, my future will be quite bad, as a diploma can't get me much! That why no matter how tired I am, no matter how my mind wanted to switch off, or no matter whether it is for xiuyi or for my future, I got no choice to push myself! I WILL, I HAVE TO AND I MUST GET INTO UNIVERSITY NO MATTER WHAT, FOR XIUYI AND MY FUTURE!=)

Ok, I think I will just take another 15 mins break before I start doing my work again at 1am!=)..so bye!=)