Tuesday, April 11, 2006
zZz..just finish changing my blogskin!=)..Feeling so damn tired now!..haha..And ya, I know that I did change my skin 2 days ago!..haha..Anyway I decided to change the blogskin again, not because I wanted to have the theme that I am feeling lonely, as I can guarantee you that I will never feel that way, as I had my friends and *Y* with me!=)..haha..Anyway the true reason was because the previous skin, the box to read the entry was too small, plus the skin is design in a way that it cannot have paragraphs in the entry, hence it make the entries so hard to read!=)..So I did make the effort to change the skin!..hehe..Anyway now the only thing that I am worry is that *Y* will not be able to access my blog again..lolx..haha..
And talking about *Y*, I had this feeling in me now, which I didn’t what words to describe it! And it all started when *Y* say that she wouldn’t be free on this coming Friday to go out with me to watch movie! And I got the two feelings in me, one is saying, “haiz, she can’t make it again, this is the third week since the start of the movie, and every weeks she will not be free..haiz..what to do?”, while my another feeling was telling me, that she needed a rest after spending some much time in JC studying for the whole week, while I am at home slacking! And also it is not like she didn’t spent time with me during the last 2 weeks! SHE DID! For the past 2 weeks, she had been giving at least 2 days per weeks to spend time with me, and I really appreciate it a lot! And plus she might need some time to study too, because JC is quite hard to study * I guess so lahz*, and I did told her that studying is more important than going out with her because I want her to do well in her academic, so that she will be able to make it a good local university after 2 years!..And after a while minutes of consideration, I decided that my second feeling is then the right one, I shall not be so selfish, I shall think of her more!=)..haha..never the less i also hope that she will be free one day ba..haha..I am Contradicting myself sia..haha..
Ok, I guess I will stop here now! Cannot take it liao! So good night!=)
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