Yeah! I finally got a job after resting so many weeks!=)..lolx..haha..I am going to work as a part-time promoter, at the IT fair, this coming Thursday till Sunday, at Suntec City!..the job is the same as the first job I start working when I graduate!=)..but this time, I am going to work harder than last time, and sell more stuff so that I can earn more commission!..and with this money I earned, I can be able to have a better life, especially when my school is about to start! And also like this, I can get a better present for *Y*’s birthday!=)..hehe..

Arhz!..don't know why, there a problem which I thought it was solve already! But yet I was wrong, the problem is not solve, but instead it is deteriorating!..the problem I shall not say here, because it is far too sensitive than anything!=)..lolx..anyway I write in the next paragraph what I am experiencing..

My HEART is still fighting with my SELF-CONSCIOUS, about this problem, which was thought to be solved 2 weeks ago.
But yet, it was not solve. And now, my MIND had decided to join forces with my SELF-CONSCIOUS as it think that what my SELF-CONSCIOUS is doing is the correct thing. And my soul is once trap in confusion and tiredness. As firstly, my HEART feels that it is then doing the correct thing as it feel that my soul should do thing that it is enjoying, not by having to think so much!..however, my MIND & SELF-CONSICOUS are feeling so guilty about the way my HEART is feeling, and thinks that my soul should follow back what my soul use to do, and forget of the "enjoyment thing"!..haiz..really don’t know what to do..someone please help me..

And ya, *Y* went for MJC audition today!..really hope that she will be able to get it through the audition!=)..ok, I shall stop here now!..bye!