zZz..I just bath finish about 30 mins ago, and now I can't go to sleep due to the fact that my hair is still wet!=)..lolx..haha..anyway since I got nothing to do while waiting for my hair to dry, I might as well go n update my blog!..not lazy right?!..haha..But I guess I won’t be writing what happen today or the past few days, as the only thing I can say is that it had been very boring! And I mean really boring!..nevertheless, I can learn to be lonely for a change, as I guess lost the feeling of being lonely for quite a long time!=)..haha..

Actually, I am trying to write out what I am feeling in my heart for this entry, as I feel that it is not to good to keep everything inside a person's heart!..haha..anyway I am just feeling that the bond between *Y* and me, is drifting further and further apart already. And I starting to lose the feel of how *Y*'s will normal act and talk, and everything seem to be getting more and more neutral! It had been 3 weeks since I last went out with her, and I can tell you, that I really missed going out with her! But will she ever know this?..sometime I am also wondering about this!..haiz..maybe things are really going back to how it started in the first place..haiz..